Fehavele He lives
incomplete, unfulfilled. Carrying their eternal scars he wants to find a person that one day you than it ever was given, perhaps ever deserved. Is very weak, it has its flaws, but not bad, it's just immature and very dreamy ...
The world was quick to teach him how things worked ... lived much of his life practically washed away. He did not feel good about himself or what he did, he was not quite right with their peers, did not feel good living life. Its instability was immense: the feelings often exploited and changed abruptly.
continued trying to fit ... continued pretending to be happy ... Failed even in an illusory world, to try to achieve things in a world that could never fit in, the result was obvious. Gradually
what life was deteriorating. Emerged a series of conflicts related to their personality, more scars and trauma that would be noted even in the times ahead.
"Should I do this? Should I do this? What is supposed to I do?" washed away, inevitably, he was. F
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Finally, the moment of reflection, of
true reflection came into his life.
Since that time nothing was the same.
all changed.
Almost as if it had started again.
He changed and his life changed. He became an excellent person, surrounded by people who seemed to come from another world, people who resembled those of the dreams he had had in the past.
His life was able to reach peaks of happiness to those who had never gone before. Happy moments, exciting, sublime, the wonderful enjoyment, were coming slowly. Almost as if all that time he had been suffering would have been needed to produce such a huge amount of happiness can overshadow any misfortune coming.
Yes, unfortunately there were, but it was nothing serious, nothing that could bring down this constant feeling that seemed to go anymore. A feeling that would keep him all his life.
The principle was the best.
The development was beautiful.
The final was a disaster. work of fate or not, the scars of the past played a role.
The vacuum had to be filled was larger than what he and others believed.
A resounding reality shift is sufficient to give fairly blind a person for quite some time. In the state of happiness is not calculated, it is not thought, is not discussed. New
change.
The world became something else. H
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already knows. No longer needed. You can live your life that way. Knows what she wants, knows what does not, know that you still can not get it. Yet he has faith that one day that you will yearn. All that is worth ...
The cold began to spread, and the bars were not slow to come back and reinvent itself.
The rest did not change his personality remained exemplary, at least worthy of my admiration. But there was something that was not as before, something had changed and it showed.
Yes, indeed, when I stopped to see it realized that I had become very cold.
There was a setback, this was also a new way ... yes, a new way ... but not meant to be a new beginning.
Live life.
still waiting.
Although everything seems to lie and live ends falling to die for commitment, he keeps his dreams alive.
V
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should not tell this. I was only created to hide the real perpetrators. Everything is under my name, but none of it is my creation.
I did not write this, were they ... They needed to express themselves and they used me as a
mask to conceal his identity.
